April Awakening

I suppose I don't need to say how embarrassed I am for taking that long. I try to squeeze the art in between working and resting. And I still dream about playing FFX... Not this year either, I guess.

The stars must align right for me to get to draw some and if I want something more, something better, I have to take even longer. And I do have better ideas. And... Well, I admit, here comes this feeling like I shouldn't pile up my art tasks and should first finish what I promised, then finish what I promised to myself and then do small stuff and look for new ideas. But... yeah, it's not TOO hard to make a simple drawing once in a while. Probably. It seems so simple when I'm in the mood. But when the problems come closer I'm less sure.

And then I spent so much time on mastering Eri through these 120 artworks... When I think about such a waste of time and skill I cry inside. Well, not much I can do. Life sucks. I'm doing my best to get back on the rails. Finding a balance between feeling the shame (because, well, that's the way I am) and blocking it out (because shame is yet another slowing factor). How sweet it is to not have a conscience. No feeling bad about anything. Well I'm just stupid, can't throw this anchor away. What are you gonna do with me...

Oh yeah, 50k views on my profile! Technically 50 short of 50k at the moment but I believe they will fill up fast. So... let's consider this a jubilee celebration strip. ^__^

Say hi, Eri.

They played Portal, they know this joke.

Just do it.

Hi, Eri.

Sweet.

Kindly stop pulling my tail.

Stop having a cute tail.  

Well, *cough* enjoy. But not too much!   Find an acceptable balance of enjoying and stick to it!

I'll try to let Eri have some more fun on DA. I miss the challenge

Holy cow, it's April tomorrow!